...and the light of a lamp will shine in you no more; and the voice of bridegroom and bride will be heard in you no more; for your merchants were the magnates of the earth, and all nations were deceived by your sorcery.
Revelation 18:23
One probably does not think of psychiatric drugs as the product of a black art. It's too unsophisticated of an idea to explain what are products of a large amount of scientific knowledge and technology designed to manipulate the brain into what seems like a healthy state. Yet, in a sense, they are one of the prime ways that modern society attempts to murder the Divine, using material means to a spiritual end: the ceasing of awareness of diabolical influence, the ceasing of the awareness of communication with the Divine, and the bringing of the patient into a state which is called "health", but is actually simply the awareness of nothing but the illusion of materialism and the ability to function within a sick society. In a sense, those who have uncomfortable mystical experiences feel they have nowhere to go, nowhere to turn to, so they end up in the system of psychiatric care.
I do not intend to diminish the reality of genuine psychosis, of a genuine disorder of the mind. Yet
evil is caused by corrupting forces, and in our society, even awareness of these corrupting forces is pathologized, especially if one expresses to others a (perhaps well placed) fear of them. When the fear overwhelms one, one becomes "paranoid" and somehow ends up in the psychiatric system. Little does one know that one is falling into a maze that often serves the very forces one is afraid of. By addressing the perception of malevolent forces attacking the individual by working only on a chemical level, a situation is created where matter overcomes spirit, allowing the soul to be cut off from the body, thus decreasing consciousness so that one may live in a "manageable" manner.
Psychiatric illness is not usually full-blown
demonic possession, but an illness is usually caused by the forces of
evil, as it
is an
evil. It is often the result of being led down a dark path, into the
abyss of confusion set up by modern society and maintained by
Satan, the Adversary who deceives through making truth unknowable and leading people toward destruction.
Psychiatric drugs do not do anything to stop the advance of one's Adversary, they simply allow him to hide behind pharmacology. The
abyss is a real thing, consciously set up by bad philosophers and cults to ensnare people in materialism, materialism being the belief that all things arise from matter exclusively. Psychiatrists gaslight people who experience reality differently into believing that they are insane. The further one goes into the
abyss, the stranger experiences one has, until one finds that
Satan is staring back at every seeker of truth, desperately trying to destroy them before they are able to spread knowledge of his existence.
When influential people in the underground of modern society want to destroy an individual mentally, they focus on spiritually attacking them on one level, and on another sending them into a corrupt psychiatric system that wants to drug them into submission and lack of awareness. Often, the patient becomes addicted to anti-anxiety medications like benzodiazepines, which are specifically some of the most insidiously addictive drugs on the planet.
There is a connection between magick and the use of drugs, not just because drugs alter consciousness, but because like magick, they appeal to people with a need to control others. In the underground, drugs are used as tools of control, addiction, and death, and also as tools of initiation. They often work by destroying the individual's ego, making the victim more malleable.
Satan goes after those who know the deepest secret: that modern society's philosophies are based on thin air and the Catholic Church is the true keeper of truth. Often, an individual rebels against society and thus encounters malevolent forces which simply destroy the individual's life by deception. Control is both above-ground and underground, and the two have merged into a
Satanic maze of death which spiritually corrupts all who engage with it. Through the Church, transcendence is possible, but this fact is brutally repressed by all parts of modern society, which is a death machine fueled by lost souls on their way to Hell.
Before you enter any psychiatric treatment, you should know that modern society has always used psychiatry as a tool of social control. What is considered a disease is a product of social control, and those who wander too far into Eternity are violently brought back by psychiatric treatment. The fact that modern society exists as a walled garden within Eternity is something that is unfortunate to know, because when you know it, you hit the wall of psychiatric diagnosis. There are some very dangerous people who know that if Eternity opens they will be damned, and they think they can manipulate reality to keep people from wandering far from the deceptive consensus reality.
God bless you, and good luck.